Romans & Rain

The summer rains have begun. They’ve been rolling in late afternoon just at the perfect time to grab a book and a cup of tea.

Hah! That was before children. Now we just run outside right before it starts, feel the wind on our noses and bare feet, hear the thunder, and smell the thick salty air- heavy with the coming downpour… then run back inside to watch through the window.

It’s raining now as I read Romans, and though I don’t have my afternoon tea, I do have three of my favorite people surrounding me, fast asleep. The littlest one with her little baby snores. 😍

I find myself in Romans 15 tonight. Yet another reminder to keep battling selfishness:

Each one of us is to please his neighbor for his good, to build him up.

Romans 15:2

It reminded me of Japan and why we’re going. I’ve had to remind myself more than once lately that we are going there to build His Kingdom, not our own. Matthew has been good at reminding me of that too. Before we had a family, I would have strapped on my backpack, thrown some things in a suitcase and hit the road!

But now, I often find myself torn between trusting God and providing stability for my children through (probably too extensive) preparations. It’s a fine line that I have been walking on lately. But then comes the verse that has captured my heart on this stormy night:

Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you believe so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Romans 15:13

And there you have it. That is my prayer. I am praying that verse guides Matthew and I so that we can be filled with all joy and peace as we believe so that we may overflow with hope. Hope for our children in this transition. And mostly hope for the Japanese people. I pray that our hope overflows and the Japanese people we meet can’t help but notice a genuine hope in the Lord. Because that is something I feel we could all use a whole lot more of- hope, joy, and peace.

Turn to the God of hope and He’ll fill you up.

Will you join me in this prayer?

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